So, yesterday was judgment day.
the big day.
importanttttt~!

I told Cody.

I showed up in the morning and after a quick chat with Jessica, I decided to do it when he showed up. 
When he did, I spazzed, grabbed Jessica, who threatened to punch me in the teeth if I chickened out.
So, she went and pulled him aside for me. 
and I told him.

I think I might've had a mild heart attack as well?

It didn't go bad, but it didn't go good either.
He didn't flat out tell me he doesn't like me.
he just said something around the lines of "I don't know right now".
He promised things wouldn't be awkward between us though. And they're not.

The rest of the day was pretty uneventful.
Everyone in band got called down towards the end of second period.
They told us that the game was planned for that night and that we may or may not be able to get busses and a truck to get us there. Therefore, it wasn't mandatory. But, we did get three busses and one truck, so it was able to happen. While we were waiting in the bandhall, I was talking about what happened that morning and my friend Andy asked about it. When I told him about me liking Cody and hoping things wouldn't be awkward, he said "He's not going to care. He likes someone else right now anyways." It's Emily of course. Andy said Cody is obsessed with her. :/ 

Since it was our last game, we were allowed to do the band dance. The drumline played the cadence for like, ten minutes. THAT DANCE HURTS AFTER AWHILE. then we had people in the stands that weren't in band doing it with us. IT WAS AMAZING~
Jessica and I headbanged to whatever drum cadences we could. My neck is sore now, but it was fun. Cody wasn't there, he had something else to do. 

The game got called off early, because the football teams kept getting into fist fights on the field. Everyone was pissed. :/ 

When we got on the bus, my friend Connor was shaking really bad. He started breathing weird too. I thought he was going to have to go to the emergency room too. But, he was treated and was able to get off the bus on his own at the school. He gave his jacket to Jessica, so he was cold all night.

then onto today~
Andy had his birthday party today. It was so much fun~
He has a pool in his backyard and it was freezing.
So what do Cody, Andy and Jessica do? They jump in.
we were told to bring swimsuits because of the jacuzzi, but it wasn't working. 
They were all like "OMG IT'S FREEZING. HOLY SHITTTTTT. DD:"
they're going to be sick. xD

we just kind of sat around the rest of the time, watching stuff on Youtube, playing Andy's trombone and trumpet.
I showed everyone Ran Ran Ru and Cody laughed for like, ten minutes. We were like "WTF, STOP LAUGHING IT'S NOT THAT FUNNY."
We beat him with a pillow everytime he started to laugh.

It was pretty fun, until like, the end.
We were all kind of tired and just lounging around. Emily was there and she was laying on the bed and Cody started using her as a pillow.
I felt kind of crappy of course. Connor had already left, Jessica had fallen asleep and Andy was over by Emily and Cody, so I was just left sitting by the computer. it was definitely the low point of the party for me. Cody is acting like nothing happened yesterday, which is kind of a good thing, because it's not awkward, and kind of a bad thing because it's making me wonder if he thought about it at all or just completely threw it out of his head. :/ 

but right now, I'm very tired. I'm going to go to bed now~
goodnight~!